To-Do Tonight:
- Finish Jill’s letter and maybe make her a mix cd.
- Burn off Liz’s mix and write a little letter.
- Alter that other postcard and send them both.
- Re-read the letter Aly sent me and get started on a reply.
- Maybe finishing my guitar, let it dry, and restring him.
- My guitar is a man, and he doesn’t have a name so maybe I will think of one tonight.
BUT FIRSTLY, I’m fucking hungry so I’m going to make something to eat!
It still feels so early in the day. I got to see him for a little while after I got home from work. I wish he could have stayed but there is something so nice about those rushed little moments where everything feels super urgent and no time is wasted.
Not like any other time is spent wasted.
Blah, I have to stop being so lazy.
It’s always really nice to have him crawl into bed with me. I like to warm him up when he’s cold after work.
Like tonight, I’ll likely be all curled up in our bed. He’ll come home and take off his boots and gently wake me up.
Today we laid out on this bed at some discount store downtown. We both thought that a queen sized bed would be too big for the both of us. Why sleep so far apart? I said a double would be the biggest I would want. Currently, we sleep on a twin and it’s just so much fun to sleep all nestled up to him.
For a while we were sleeping on air mattresses. In the days before I moved my stuff in. I could sleep on a pile of junk but as long as Josh is there I’d be happy as a pig in shit.
I can’t imagine all these smiles with someone else.
